I hate that they thing I wish for now is to be dead.
I’ve been contemplating and planning suicide out for the longest tjme but I’m just too big of a pussy to fully do it. I wanna get this shit over with, I’m a worthless piece of space and I’m not, and will never be happy Ive tried so hard, I hate myseld and everything about me, I’m just sad and depressed. All I think about is cutting and how much I wanna do it. I just wanna put an end to all this misery.